Day 37 For some reason, I am having trouble putting Ellis to bed.  She won't calm down for me and I guess, my patience is at an all time low

Day 37, Ellis Kate

Day 37 For some reason, I am having trouble putting Ellis to bed. She won't calm down for me and I guess, my patience is at an all time low. I almost dread bedtime, now, because of Ellis. I adore this child... I love snuggling with her and playing with

Day 32 Today, there are no smiling family photos.  Today,  there are no inspiring pics of the ocean,  or of a gorgeous woman, looking into t

Day 32, Angst

Day 32 Today, there are no smiling family photos. Today, there are no inspiring pics of the ocean, or of a gorgeous woman, looking into the wind with her long hair billowing behind her. Today, there is nothing nice to say. Today, I have had angst and sadness, frustration and