Day 53 A letter to my husband- ... and a preface... Marriages are inherently private. Our marriage has seen the best of times and the worst of times. There were days when the both of us were not sure we would see another week or month or year together. Somehow, through
Day 47 Tuesday. I was supposed to go over to St Louis today for Vit C, and as it turns out, the nurse who gives me my infusions got the flu, so I had a free day. I took Merus to school, then came home and snuggled with the girls
Day 40 Dear, dear sweet Merus~ There are not enough words for me right now. It seems, as the days march on, my temper flares and my feelings are raw and often, I get tired and I just feel like I cannot offer you the good mothering that I once
Day 5 Today is post chemo day 4... apparently, between days 3 and 7, these are the worst days. I definitely am feeling awful. I am exhausted. I am nauseous. I am sad. But I also can't tell if I am just feeling SO INCREDIBLY WEARY at this point of